January 6, 2010

secrets.

In my mind.
I know what this post should say.
But I don't have the guts
To put it in writing.

December 9, 2009

FINALS=LAST DAY OF THESE CLASSES

Lets look at the positives people.
Sure, finals week sucks. But it also means the end of a rough, long, excruciating semester...and in this case, year:)

By Friday, I will be on my way to St. Augustine to see JP, Cat and Ava. Saturday morning, wake up and drive to NC! Ill be seeing Steph. Goin' shootin' and eating fancy dinners on food points.
Sunday morning, wake up, off to Asheville. FREE STAY ;)

I can't wait. It is my first legit road trip and I think it is MUCH needed.

I recently bought a macbook Pro. EEEK. Huge expense but supposedly well worth it? I havn't received it yet but I'll keep you posted. I really can't wait for these holidaze!

November 25, 2009

redlightredlight

Interesting week thus far.

Sunday night went to Ibar. Great music and dancin'!
Last night went to Redlight Redlight.
What a great atmosphere. A good place to test your taste buds on some unique beers. Rumored 4th in the WORLD.
NH is great company.
decided not going to go anywhere sitting in my room.
time to branch out and socialize!

Bikes save Consequences!

Article for the Sentinel website



http://www.orlandosentinel.com/community/ucf/orl-ucf-bikes,0,3696629.story

November 17, 2009

It's true
no one said that it was easy.

It's funny how the past slowly fades and becomes a distant memory compiled of things and people that have changed.

It's your choice to move on, or hold on.

I've chose the latter of the two for the past three years.
In all areas of my life.

It's time to realize that I'm struggling to let go of things that don't exist anymore.


I don't think life should be like this. I think you should keep in mind what made you who you are.
not pretend like it never happened.

October 13, 2009

independence

I hate relying on people.
I hate being at the mercy of other people to go places and do things.
It adds so much stress to everything else that I am already going through.
I am seriously being pulled in 800 different directions and I don't know how much more I can take of it.

I hate judgment.
One reason why I want to travel...I want to run as far away as it as possible. I try so hard not to care what people think, but I inevitably do. Everyone inevitably does.
There would be SO much you wouldn't worry about if you didn't.
you would just enjoy life instead of stressing about imperfections and striving to be the best.
Why don't we just strive to be our best.

8 days.

October 6, 2009

rough times.

Aug. 28th, 2009

I went climbing at Aiguille indoor rock climbing gym by myself. why? because no one wanted to go with me.
I was in the lead cave, by myself. I finished a boulder problem, jumped down, and my ankle gave out.
Emergency room with strangers...again by myself.

Broken ankle, third degree sprain. Surgery with two screws.

Today I am

Currently in green cast on right leg. October 22nd is when I get this thing off. TG.




Sept 16th, 2009
I became an aunt to the most beautiful baby girl in the world...Ava Chase Donoghue.